Everytime I cry , the look on your gentle face and your arms around me , telling me its okay would always calm me but now You change . Everytime I cry , you ignore me . You would look at the floor or even worse close your ears . It hurts so much to see things changed. Is my cries bored you ? I'm sorry sir but these eyes is crying for you . You will keep telling me to stop crying but how sir if you're there just sitting and not comforting me ? Why do you changed ? Why ? :'(

Even thou we've been together for 2 years . There are certain things that I'm always shy around you . You don't understand why and I can't explain it either . Its like my love towards you when we were newly together hadn't change a bit and the butterflies in my tummy is always there when I'm with you . People would think why the fuck would you be shy around your boyfriend whose been with you for 2 years ? Seriously because I love him deeply . And idk why I'm so shy with my boyfriend still . I want to change . Sigh.

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Its true how people said it . You're all lovey dovey in the first few months and then the
Longer its gets he doesn't care . He doesn't treat you like how he used to . I feel much lonely now .
Things doesn't feel the same anymore . I'm in verge on giving up. What's the point keeping it longer and suffer ?
I'm feeling lazier about us every single day . Because you made me to .
I adore how couples still remains the same like how they just fell in love until now even they
Are together more than 2 years or so . I adore how their boyfriends post things on facebook saying how much they love their girlfriend and how they enjoy the day spent with them .

LOvEd On: 10:38 PM

Happy 20th Birthday Boyfriend . may allah bless you always .

went out with boyfie , treated him movie and lunch. , met bf's bro and sis and friend , and we had dinner at pizzahut . bf didnt know that we planned this , i gave bf his b'day present the day earlier on , hee , glad he liked those present , and i gave him his birthday cookie , happy to see the surprise look on his face .
heheheh . sorry guys not a long and mmore detail post , just wanna make it short and simple . toodles humans . peace .



boyfriend was mega shy when the pizzahut started to play a birthday song for him and his cake arrived . hehe .



awww . he's making a wish . hee .

LOvEd On: 1:22 PM

YOUR TRUTH MAY HURT ME
BUT YOUR FUCKING LIES KILLS ME ALOT .


dude , you know i dont like it , then why must you still do it when you knew ?
if i didnt know myself , you wouldnt tell me , kan ? .
it damn hurts to know the lies then the truth .
you really damn fuckkkkkk disappoint me alot .
this didnt happen once .
i really lost my hope on you .

LOvEd On: 10:41 PM

yesterday i was having my off, i decided to catch a movie, i was feeling in the movie mode . meet up boifey at arnd 5+ and headed to TM , we checked out what movie was available and what we havent catch yet , i was choosing between iron man and ip man , after deciding , finally i choose ip man , since everybody kept saying it was great . meanwhile we got like 1 hr before our movie started , we went to cotton on and i bought 3 clothes from there, after that we headed to macdonalds , ate , smoke , chat . we catch the movie at 9pm and ended at 11 , guess what , it was awesome , i didnt regret choosing that movie , it was nice , oh well , fantastic . worth my moneh :)
we took cab and headed home . well spent time on off day .

LOvEd On: 1:28 PM

yesterdaY went shisha with colleagues , had loads of awesome fun , we ate alot . yummmy . after shisha-ing , went off at 10 i think , and headed to cthall and chill , some of our friends headed seperated ways , we talked laughed and more talking and laughed . hehehe . we went off going to 1 and took cab home . well , let the pictures talk now :)

LOvEd On: 2:39 PM

thanks sweetheart for taking good care of me .

i've been feeling sick for the past 3 days, went to work but then was told to take mc, so i went polyclinic, but the medicine they gave me wasnt affective . :(
On saturday i was working morning , boyfriend ask me out to catch movie, i was feeling alright in the morning , but when afternoon came , gosh i was feeling damn sick , my knees turns wobbly, our whole journey to tamp , i was weak , when we reached tamp , i was shivering , i was thinking how can i survive in the cinemas , when im olready shivering outside the mall, its cold , then bf wanted to get me a sweater so i could cover myself up , plus i dont want to cancel our movie plan . i feel so bad .
we search for a sweater so i could wear it to work also . got a sweater went to catch our movie . thanks sweetheart , thanks so much . i appreciated it alot .

and yesterday , goshh i thought i was alright but i still feel sick at work, all i want to do is to go back but it would feel wasted to go back and not complete my work hours. i just have to endure it . i was telling bf i wasnt feeling good , and i wanted to see him cos he wanted to see me too , but he finish work at 7.30, where as me at 5 , i told him i'll just go back first , sleep and wait , while working i was stealing time, resting in the fitting room and in the toilet, i couldnt walk much , my body hurts . luckily my flr leader n manager understands me and told not work to hard , when it was time to go back i was feeling light , well abit , i received a text message from bf , he said " bby, god bless me seh , im going off . i'll fetch you ok ? i'll wait at belankang , yang toilet nyer smoking corner . love you . muacks. " i was smiling when i read that, we went back together , i was feeling sick all over again , we grab something to munch , it started to rain , all i wanted to do is sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep , after we ate , i just couldnt take it anymore , i wanted to see doctor, i told bf i want to see doctor now, he told me to eat the medicine from poly, but i dont want , it doesnt help , we waited for the doctor for 1 freaking hour . sigh , somemore got 2 irritating spoiled brats in clinic , fucking noisy, when its my turn im glad , got my meddy and went home showered and sleep , spent alot mostly on medicine. :(





to boyfriend , thanks so much for everything . im so sorry .

LOvEd On: 3:01 PM