Everytime I cry , the look on your gentle face and your arms around me , telling me its okay would always calm me but now You change . Everytime I cry , you ignore me . You would look at the floor or even worse close your ears . It hurts so much to see things changed. Is my cries bored you ? I'm sorry sir but these eyes is crying for you . You will keep telling me to stop crying but how sir if you're there just sitting and not comforting me ? Why do you changed ? Why ? :'(

Even thou we've been together for 2 years . There are certain things that I'm always shy around you . You don't understand why and I can't explain it either . Its like my love towards you when we were newly together hadn't change a bit and the butterflies in my tummy is always there when I'm with you . People would think why the fuck would you be shy around your boyfriend whose been with you for 2 years ? Seriously because I love him deeply . And idk why I'm so shy with my boyfriend still . I want to change . Sigh.

LOvEd On: 11:06 PM

Its true how people said it . You're all lovey dovey in the first few months and then the
Longer its gets he doesn't care . He doesn't treat you like how he used to . I feel much lonely now .
Things doesn't feel the same anymore . I'm in verge on giving up. What's the point keeping it longer and suffer ?
I'm feeling lazier about us every single day . Because you made me to .
I adore how couples still remains the same like how they just fell in love until now even they
Are together more than 2 years or so . I adore how their boyfriends post things on facebook saying how much they love their girlfriend and how they enjoy the day spent with them .

LOvEd On: 10:38 PM